Yes I do Forgive..And being blessed with a poor memory I Forget more so often. But time again I have realized that what stays with you is the memory of the way you felt at the moment of betrayal. The feeling persists and some how it makes a place, not in the warm embrace of your heart but in your cold veins instead. The next time you are put through the same disappointment, its not that your brain pieces together the relevance. But its your veins that tighten and remind you that you have felt this before too. Blood does run thin and perhaps in the heat of the moment you lose all sanity; Perhaps even the hope of some day letting things go... Yet the moment passes...The Veins loosen..Blood takes the right turns from your clenched fists back to your broken yet whole heart...and forgiveness pours out yet again. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. What else could be Nirvana? When you can gladly say..."Been there ...Tolerated that..." With a smile on your face, a skip in your steps and a cheerful song on ya lips...
Its your capacity to Forgive that nourishes your capacity to Feel. And the acceptance of having felt worse before fuels your capability of delivering Forgiveness.
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